Sunday, August 30, 2015

储存卡



如果每样东西,每种感觉,都能像电脑一样,用储存卡储存储存下来,那该多好。

如果能够储存,我会先储存你的拥抱。想你的时候,就能打开,再次感觉到你的体温,你触碰我的感觉,和感受被你抱在怀里的温暖。

开心的时候,储存的拥抱可以让我更幸福。伤心的时候,储存的拥抱会提醒着我,我还有你在我身旁。

如果能够储存感觉,你会想储存我的什么呢?

- 佩川

Monday, August 17, 2015

Faster come back



I've never felt love so intense before and I'm 99% sure that I've found my Mr. Right. Just sad that we didn't got tgt earlier but its also the time that changed us to who we are today. It's time that make our unfitted jigsaw puzzle fits perfectly. As now I have you, I feel sad. Because I know I can't live another 100 years to love you and to feel your love. I hope heaven is true. Or even hell. Because I don't mind going anywhere as long as I'm with you. Your field camp is a struggle for me. Faster come back dear. 

Tuesday, August 11, 2015

Five for fighting.




I wonder, how long must we be together so that people won't say that we are still in honeymoon period? Anyway, happy fifth month my dear, cheers to many more ahead and thanks for the surprise and the treat :) 



Wednesday, July 1, 2015

Busy



I think I found a new hobby. It is to stare at my phone's lock screen wallpaper and smile. Because it has you in it and you look so adorable. I love you. 

Saturday, June 6, 2015

Walking



First week of entering the working / adulthood life is finally over. I have to say that i was feeling abit apprehensive at first but thankfully there were still same familiar faces there which really makes me feel more comfortable staying in the studio. First day at work was hard, hard because i have nothing to do and everyone is so busy and it sucks that i do not have experience to help or be involve in anything. I felt like a bimbo, being the best dressed person, but sitting in the office reading my company newsletters. I'm really thankful for my general manager that she really tries her best to get my involve in meetings/ conference calls even i dont understand most of the things but it really gave me more insights about the projects we are having and our clients. Have not been leaving work at 6pm on time, however, as irony as it sounds, it makes me feel happy because when i'm busy, i feel like i'm actually contributing to the company. Of course, there are times when i'm able to finish my work and leave on time, but i just feel that as a newbie like me, being the first one to leave office on 6pm sharp proves that i'm incompetent, hence, sometimes i do secretly pace myself so that i will need to take a longer time to finish my work. 

Being in the studio for a week, i really cherish weekend alot. There's a conflicting feeling that i'm feeling right now because part of me wants to go out and have a walk, yet, another part of me feels so drained that i just want to stay at home and not do anything and just wait for my boyfriend's text or call (hehe<3). 

Next week will be more pressurizing for me because the one that i'm reporting to, my new business acount director (i'm new business account executive) is returning back to the asia studio on monday from UK. He is really a nice guy but i always feel so stressed up when i see him. Probably because I'm under him and i really want to keep my job (i'm only under 3 months probation now) and prove that i'm competent. 

If i'm able to stay in the studio after 3 months (finger-crossed), i might have alot of opportunity to travel overseas for business trips. It gets me so excited whenever i think about it because there are so much so much things i can learn from overseas and its able to give me experience that i wont be able to get in Singapore. 

I'm glad that i'm able to get this job just in time after my boy went army. It keeps me busy and time seems to pass alot faster and with a snap, its at night already and i'm waiting for a 10 mins call from my boy. Really looking forward to his phone call everyday. Hopefully next week will be even more busy and soon, it will be friday and i will be back in his arms.

Sunday, May 31, 2015

Life without you



It's only the 3rd day since you book in and it has already made me realized many things. Realized that I'm actually very dependent on you. I have never understood how those army girlfriends feel until my own boyfriend is in army. It really sucks when I can't sleep at night and yet I have to fight it all alone myself. I guess it really trains me to be stronger. Have no idea how much time will it takes for me to grow up, grow stronger. 

On the brighter side, I'm really glad that you are doing well inside. Can't wait to be in your arms again. See you tmrw my dear. 

Thursday, May 21, 2015

My one and only.




It has been long since i last updated this online, dusty space of mine. My life has been like a roller coaster that i can hardly take a breather. Finally, everything has settled down and now i'm on my new journey with this new love of mine. The collage above summarizes what i have been doing and spending my time with for the past few months. For friends who read my blog, you should know i have never dedicated any post for my boyfriend (this shows how much i love him). Me getting together with Jeston was quite a shocking news to many of my friends. I have supportive friends and friends that are not supportive. "You are still in honeymoon period, that's why he is so nice to you" they said. Sometimes i just get so sick of hearing all these but at the same time, i can understand this statement as i, have been through many failed relationships as well. 

To be honest, things are really too early to say now and people might think i'm being naive if i were to say i'm willing to be with this man for the rest of my life. However, if i were to doubt at every relationship of mine, i can assure myself that nothing is going to work. 

I used to laugh at people who are looking for their Mr Right. Because firstly, i felt that its impractical and how would you know he is right or not. However, i'm taking back all my words now. Because the feelings that i'm feeling right now is right. It's like i have found the other part of my soul, the missing piece of the puzzle, the colour to the world, and everything that fills the empty gap that i didnt know it existed. 

My dear boy is going army soon and I'm already anticipating the pain without him around me all the time. On the other hand, i want to see it as a step closer to our future.Will be updating this space more often as i promised my boy to update this space weekly when he is in army.